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I had a really good mussel salad with a lime and coriander dressing for lunch – and then went down the coast to meet up with a mate of mine who is holidaying in the area. We went to a pub for a chat and stuff, as one does, and I had not one but two savannahs!
Then we got back to the flat and I had two little glasses of wine!!
Dinner wasn’t the greatest crime – pasta with mushrooms and lean bacon. Not first prize but I had a small portion so I think it was okay.
Breakfast was a catastrophe!
We got up and went to the beach for a while and then said we’d have brunch. We finally ate after 1 and I am so used to eating the way I do that I was starving. Feeling sick and bloody irritable starving – that kind of starving.
I ate three little homemade rusks which pretended to be healthy but I bet were loaded with butter and other unmentionables.
When we finally ate properly I had a roll with scrambled egg and sliced tomato, a little piece of wors and two (TWO) pork rashers!
I am trying so hard not to be very angry with me for just losing the plot momentarily.
I am trying to justify it by saying I had no choice.
I am trying to tell myself it wasn’t that bad. (Was it?)
It’s not about what I ate I think as much as I feel like I let me down by making crap choices.
I am home now having left pretty much after the meal. I don’t know where to join the proper meal plan. I want to punish me and not eat at all, but I know this is not healthy or even a good idea.
I guess I will just carry on where I left off yesterday and pretend the last 24 hours didn’t happen.
But they did – and I know
And I am annoyed!
Kim blogged about, her amazing weight loss journey. Read her blog here or watch this space for next week's instalment.
Then we got back to the flat and I had two little glasses of wine!!
Dinner wasn’t the greatest crime – pasta with mushrooms and lean bacon. Not first prize but I had a small portion so I think it was okay.
Breakfast was a catastrophe!
We got up and went to the beach for a while and then said we’d have brunch. We finally ate after 1 and I am so used to eating the way I do that I was starving. Feeling sick and bloody irritable starving – that kind of starving.
I ate three little homemade rusks which pretended to be healthy but I bet were loaded with butter and other unmentionables.
When we finally ate properly I had a roll with scrambled egg and sliced tomato, a little piece of wors and two (TWO) pork rashers!
I am trying so hard not to be very angry with me for just losing the plot momentarily.
I am trying to justify it by saying I had no choice.
I am trying to tell myself it wasn’t that bad. (Was it?)
It’s not about what I ate I think as much as I feel like I let me down by making crap choices.
I am home now having left pretty much after the meal. I don’t know where to join the proper meal plan. I want to punish me and not eat at all, but I know this is not healthy or even a good idea.
I guess I will just carry on where I left off yesterday and pretend the last 24 hours didn’t happen.
But they did – and I know
And I am annoyed!
Kim blogged about, her amazing weight loss journey. Read her blog here or watch this space for next week's instalment.
