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Veronika Suchá (32) also known by her elf name, Eámanë Rengeir Ringëril, from the Czech Republic, was bullied by her school peers for being different.
“My childhood was tough,” Veronika said.
“I was raised by grandmothers and grandfathers mainly. In primary and secondary school, I was bullied by other children,” she said.
It was during this time that Veronika started to believe that she was different in a deeper and more spiritual sense.
“Nobody ever understood me, but they probably didn’t want to understand. I asked myself often during periods of difficult depression, ‘who am I?’
“Thanks to my childhood, I hadn’t registered my depression, it periodically rose and fell like I was on a roller coaster.
“I didn’t even know what depression was, that it’s a serious illness and it must be shared with family and friends to get better,” she said.
In early adulthood the artist struggled with depression and even planned three suicide attempts that she never went through with.
After opening up about her mental health Veronika decided to take a break from social media and dating sites. She changed her phone number and found a new job, through which she met her boyfriend.
“I told myself that it was time to change my life. So I deleted my Facebook profile and dating apps. I stayed alone, just with myself. In this time I found a new job and there I met my boyfriend.
“My saviour, the love of my life. Then I realised that I was pregnant,” she said.
In 2014 the self-proclaimed elf princess gave birth to her daughter and just one month later she realised her true self and discovered that she was different despite having a human body.
“Since the birth of my little princess, I became someone totally different. I stopped smoking and drinking when I was pregnant and after the birth, I started exercising and became vegetarian.
“One day, when she was just one month old, I looked at her eyes and they melted my heart.
“I saw the whole amazing universal energy and pure love in her little smiley eyes.
“Since this time I started realising that I look different and feel energies. I started to have visions and memories of my past life and then one evening I was looking into the mirror and saw myself, my heart, my deep soul. I saw an elf.
“I began to have dreams, visions and memories of my life with elves. I saw my loving elven mother from the distant past smiling at me.
“I saw where I went to relax and sing in the forest, what I ate, what I drank, that I had a forbidden secret love and I cared for the animals in the woods. I liked to talk about wisdom with the wiser elders and so on,” Veronika said.
Now Veronika believes her struggles with depression have helped her find meaning in her life and that she has grown to not care what other people think of her.
She shares her elven adventures on Instagram, where she also showcases her incredible artistic creations.
“It was a very hard and long journey to the deep darkness of my soul. It was painful and I spent a lot of time by myself. I believe that this kind of sad experience was there for me to achieve the knowledge and meaning of life,” Veronika said.
“It’s not important what others think about you because they don’t live your life. Only you do, so live it in the best way you can. Be happy for every simple nice thing that has happened to you and be grateful for any bad experiences because you’re gaining wisdom and peace.
“When I’m making something I put all of myself and love in to create it. It’s pure, it’s beautiful and you can feel the whole lovely energy from nature and the universe circling around the jewellery, natural perfumes and incense.
“Be yourself, feel your inner needs and fill them up. You can do whatever you wish, you can feel and see whatever you imagine.
“It’s your life that you received from nature as a gift, so don’t leave others to live it otherwise you’ll never be happy.”
Source: Magazine Features
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